So Life Sucks - May 6, 2008, 4:48 pm
Reading
The Lies of Locke Lamora Watching
Buffy Season 5BSG Season 2
I think I've stopped getting weaker. I hope so. It is terrifying to get weaker and know that this is the way it's going to go. I can imagine what happens in the next step. It's hard not to think about.
Things with my mom seem better. She refuses to go to councelling but we have had some good talks (though not really serious ones).. I haven't totally given up on the idea of seeing someone together but I really don't want to risk her freaking out on me again right now.
Things are going great with Ian and he has been very supportive through this having to spend more time in bed and the ensuing depression. I feel like everything is going wrong.
Speaking of going wrong, my computer seems to be slowing down and giving up. It's almost three and a half years old so it's time to get a new baby. Unfortunately, I have less than zero money. We are going to try formatting it to give it some more life but I'm not sure how long it plans to last. I think when the expansion for WoW comes out I will really need a new one. I just don't think I'll have the money. *sigh* Why do so many things have to do with money? Being poor is crappy. Being poor and wanting to do everything while I still can is more crappy. I feel selfish. I wonder how long I'll be able to enjoy the things I like now and if I'll be able to do enough of them before it's not possible to do them or enjoy them anymore.
Today - April 11, 2008, 1:36 pm
The van is back, or will be in a couple hours.
I keep putting off doing things that are not hard to do. I feel like I am very behind in reading.
I ripped out the afghan I was making and started a different one. Apparently I suck because I can't get that right either.
I keep putting off doing things that are not hard to do. I feel like I am very behind in reading.
I ripped out the afghan I was making and started a different one. Apparently I suck because I can't get that right either.
Dreams - April 10, 2008, 1:15 pm
.. of danger and serial killers and random dudes with knives and torture and what the fuck is going on with my brain.
I hope I get my van back today. It was in the shop due to someone rear-ending it. I was not in it at the time.
Six month anniversary with Ian coming up. Where does the time go?
I hope I get my van back today. It was in the shop due to someone rear-ending it. I was not in it at the time.
Six month anniversary with Ian coming up. Where does the time go?
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walter - 01.25.08
duh of course i meant you- it's your site
As for busy, erm, maybe that was part of it?
duh of course i meant you- it's your site

As for busy, erm, maybe that was part of it?
Dain - 01.18.08
I think he meant me because I wasn't writing. Could have been a sexual reference.
I think he meant me because I wasn't writing. Could have been a sexual reference.
Marcin - 01.18.08
Who?
Who?
walter - 12.17.07
hmm someone has been busy
hmm someone has been busy

walter - 10.17.07
Yay i moved...Scrabble that is
Yay i moved...Scrabble that is

Dain - 10.09.07
It's very good. You get a real sense of what it is like to be on an Arctic expedition (horrible, terribly horrible). The bits with the creature are pretty cool.
It's very good. You get a real sense of what it is like to be on an Arctic expedition (horrible, terribly horrible). The bits with the creature are pretty cool.
walter - 10.09.07
Hey, how is that Simmons book- I have it on my list to buy...
Hey, how is that Simmons book- I have it on my list to buy...
walter - 08.14.07
WOW- awesome bits!!!
Yay for getting out and yay for getting out more!
mmm dragon tattoos
WOW- awesome bits!!!
Yay for getting out and yay for getting out more!
mmm dragon tattoos

Marcin - 08.05.07
Van!!!
Van!!!
Dain - 07.18.07
Next week maybe.
Next week maybe.
walter - 07.17.07
So...the van...soon?
So...the van...soon?
Dain - 07.15.07
Yay!
Yay!
Marcin - 07.14.07
Gallery back up.
Gallery back up.
Dain - 07.10.07
Pictures still no worky.
Pictures still no worky.
Marcin - 07.07.07
Image uploads don't work. Sorry. They'll be back ... um, maybe Monday. Maybe tonight. Just FYI
Image uploads don't work. Sorry. They'll be back ... um, maybe Monday. Maybe tonight. Just FYI

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